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I'm feeling very frustrated!!! ARGH!

Can't even express myself at home ... I have a love hate relationship with my parents. After a tiring day at school, I had to face problems at home ...

The way she words her sentences just hurts, damn it! What I feel, my feelings, doesn't give a damn to her! Can't even show my frustration or hurt in front of her as that act of expression is considered disobedient. How more conservative can she be?????? I know she came from a very conservative family but this is just too much! This cannot, that cannot ... I've had enough of that! Whatever I do will never ever please her!

It's somehow suffocating to be in this family who has lots of rules and regulations. Too conservative, too much control. Sometimes I wish I could be free ... even if it means the freedom is limited. I'd rather have that than nothing at all.

Hadn't cried in ages! Usually the one who always make me cry is none other than my mother.

I love her, but I hate her. So bittersweet ...

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