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I'm involve with Flag Day tmr at 9am!! I gladly took the morning session. Dont want to do the afternoon one, will be so tiring. This is somehow will help my Apel attendance, and can also insert this community involvement in my portfolio too. Haiz, I thought community involvement is compulsory in polytechnic so i registered for this. I've had many CIP during secondary school. I was a girl guides back then. Remembered how we went house to house for newspaper collection & flag days. Such sweet memories back then.

But flag day is okay, i guess. But there is one volunteership that i really wanna do, the one that i like the most. Spending quality time at the orphanage, for example, The Jamiyah orphanage. I'd really like to do that one day. Able to light up smiles on every kid's face is really a great thing achievement ever. Basically I enjoy being a volunteer. Maybe I'll look up to be one in the future. Probably a part-time volunteer only. Hmm, maybe i can join Mendaki's volunteer?

Tmr. Saturday. 9am. CK Tangs.

No!! I'm not going shopping! That's the venue for tmr's flag day! At Orchard that is!!
Have to wake up early tmr....

Yup, you've heard me right. Can't believe that the 2 weeks holiday is over! Wahhh!! I wanna cry. I think I spent most of my time doing assignments, keep going to school for a couple of days. It was so tiring. Guess the only break that I could enjoy most is the final semester holidays. But I have a new wisdom now. I really want to strive in my studies. I have to study!! So no more skipping of lectures from now on. Yeah, I'm guilty of that. So even if the lecture is boring & dry, I'll just have to drag myself to attend it. Carry my lazy feets to the lecture room.. Sometimes it's not being lazy, just take a look at my schedule and you'll do the same thing as me. I hate my timetable! So many breaks in between before the next class starts! I hate my Friday schedule the most.

8 am -- Apel
9 am -- break
10 am -- break
11am -- DBSY lec
12pm - break
1pm -- break
2pm -- OOAD Lab

A total of 4hours break before the Lab, my god! I rather go home, spend the 5 hours resting! Then wasting my time like that. But maybe I'll just attend another lecture for that subject. I'll check out the time slots later on.

Song ~ Akanishi Jin ~ It Can't Be ~

Chose my subject selection earlier on, all three selections including the IT elective, Business Elective & CDS (Cross Discplinary Subject). The selection actually starts as early as 10 in the morning but I entered my selection about an hour later. Coz my lil sis was using the computer! Haiz, my bro's comp is spoilt? Don't know what seems to be the problem though but the monitor can't be switched on? Not sure bout that. All I know is that his computer cannot be use for the moment. I don't even know the reason.

Hmm, I guess today's entry will be a short one. I just don't have the mood to write. Maybe later in the afternoon, the inspiration would be there? Don't know... but know I'm gonna end this entry. Bu... Bye!!

Hmm, I have no idea what to write today but got an idea when I listened to Kelvin Tan Wei Lian's song. Man, it's so soothing to the ears! Totally! He has such a sweet melodic voice that warms your heart easily.

Hehe, I'm a non-chinese but I do listen to Chinese songs, let me warn you first! Not mentioning chinese songs, I also listen to JPOP and sometimes Korean too. But that also includes English & malay, that's my own language.

What's the point of listening to foreign songs if you don't understand the meaning? Well that definitely doesn't stop me from doing so! I'll just have to look for the song translation online. It doesn't matter if it's not gonna be accurate than the original lyrics supposed to be. At least there's something that I can relate to. It's better than nothing!!

So thanks dear Sok Miang for recommending his songs, it's just mind blowing. I love his voice. I know you do too. But I've yet to read the english translation of the two songs. Is there even one in the internet? I'm not sure though but I think there's no translation of it. So I have a favour to ask you, dearest best friend, can you please translate it for me when you have the time? Please...

I want to know the meaning of the song too. *_* I've watched lots of Taiwan's drama so I could understand a bit of speaking mandarin but it's not that good. I'm gonna learn mandarin in the future! And Japanese too! That's the two languages I'm aiming now. Have to save enough money to buy both languages Cds that teaches us their basic language. I could have opted to go for a private class but there's no $$$$$$.. That's the problem!!

Well Teacher Joann (Sok Miang) can teach me Mandarin but who will teach me Japanese huh? I guess you could too since you took Jap as your elective subject, am I right? Do you have any notes on learning Japanese? I would love to look through one day. And tag my board! Haha, keep spamming my tagboard till it's out of space. Sorry I'm talking nonsense for today OnLy!

Man, this is really a long entry. I don't know why but my fingers doesn't seem to want to stop typing words onto the screen. Haha, is that normal? Guess I just miss spamming my blog journal and i'm having my revenge right now!! And no way am I stopping now! I have more to write!! Haha, just bear with me & keep scrolling down!! Heeee... ^_________^

That reminds me that I have to choose my subject elective tmr! Well the choosing starts tmr exactly at 10am & ends on 29 June. I still can't decide what elective to choose! Should I choose ECT (E-Commerce Tech) or ENC (Entrepenuership ... )? I have no idea! But all I'm clear of is ECT is .NET & ENC is Java, all those Java stuffs. We'll see tmr...

Sorry if you're wondering what the hell is ENC or ECT, all computer stuffs! Geez, I hate all those stuffs. When you have to go to detailed computer data, that sorta things. But I do like web designing though. I want to learn more on that. How to use CSS code etc... Kinda fun & my thing! Anything to do with design, I Love.

Guess have to make more graphics tmr then! Yessh, more Jpop boys graphics! And Sok Miang, do you want me to make you any graphics of your favourite pop singer? I'd gladly would do it for you. Want to branch out my creativity. Have to practice doing graphics else I'd loose the touch! Heee.. Tell me if you want any wallpapers. Just comment at the TagBoard ya?

But my graphics design standard is still in the middle though, have not yet become an expert. But I hope one day I will be.....

And this will be the end of my long entry. Love you guyz lots!

As planned met the team members to do OPSY at 11am but it was just a short discussion though, not necessary to spend long hours on it. Coz this project requires researc, research and RESEARCH! Blah!! Hate that, what a troublesome subject. And yeah still have to do the report individually first before combining all together. We cut the work load into separate parts and I hope I can find the answers I want.

Nooo DBSY meeting today coz it's Cancelled! Yeah, this cause for a celebration! Heee.. Just kidding ya peeps! But true though, better do other projects that is due first. So gonna do DSAG, hopefully can complete it before the due date. Not can complete the project, MUST complete!! Die die also must complete! Thank god I could install the software yesterday. Yessshh!! So I can do in school and also do it at home.

I'm going home sooon..

Hmm, went to school at 11am to do OOAD project with my team members which only took us less than 2 hours to complete. Just do the individual domain modelling, that's about it. We have to hand in next Friday so we have more time to complete it and do further discussion. But Dsag, die die must hand in on Monday. Hope I can finish before Friday. Hmm.... Going to install the software later on. Can try to do at home too besides the need to go to school to complete it.

I went home around 1 plus, rested for awhile and did my prayers before going out again. Tee hehee.. Nah, I didn't go back to school. But met up with Maira at CityHall to get the software CD from her. I wanted to install it today, don't want to wait till Thursday to get my hands on them. That's too long!! But her place is in Yishun, and I'm in Tampines. We were supposed to continue with DSAG today but I guess they were too lazy to. It rained heavily earlier. So I can understand that. I decided that we meet at CityHall at 3pm.

I knew that she's somehow gonna be late so I purposely took my time going out. I arrived at the station at 3.05pm. She was not there. Have not yet arrived. How can It be like that? Isn't Yishun to CityHall quite near? But Tampines to CityHall nearly took me 25 minutes. If I'm lucky, it's only 20 minutes.

Yeah, what I'm saying is "I hate waiting! 5 to 10 minutes is okay but more than that, I'm gonna burst!" And yeah, Maira came at 3.25pm, it was around that time. Argh, waited for 20 minutes! Once again I truly loathe waiting! Can't one be ever punctual? Haiz..

Yeah, sometimes I too am not punctual but just don't go over the limit? Sorry if this entry is about me complaining. I just want to take it all out in my blog. When you say 3pm, why can't you arrive on that time? 3pm is 3pm & not 3.25pm!

But Maira is just too sweet to get angry with,haiz.. I'm not mad at her. The main topic of my entry today is... i hate waiting! One of the things that I loathe..

Minna-san, konbawa! Atashi Haneysa desu!! Yoroshiku!!

Last Sunday, I met up with Sok Miang @ Bedok. We went window shopping, but ended up buying some stuffs too. Hmm, quite a lot actually. But suprisingly, we didn't buy any clothes on that day but more to daily necessity stuffs. And yes, your rebonded hair is really pretty. A new look, new style for you! But one thing I forgot to ask, how much does that cost ya? Must be a bomb right? I wanna know so next time I can do too! Hehee.. But I don't want my hair to be straighter, I want wavy curly hair! Yeah, I prefer wavy hair!!

To think about it, I think that's the first time I went to GIANT at Bedok. I've never been there before. That's why I looked a bit puzzled. But of course I've been to the other outlets! It's not that I've never been to one before!! And I was tempted to buy all those readily packed food! Yummy Yummy yum! But have to resist myself coz I have a tight budget.

I bought myself a hair product, Ritz biscuits, a packet of nuggets my mom told me to buy & a magazine!! Hehehe.. That's about it! And we had our lunch there too! Honestly I don't like what I ordered! Too salty! Haiz, should have bought chicken rice instead! Haiz...

Three and a half hours seems so fast to pass by. I would love to window shop some more, dear Sok Miang. But my legs and arms are aching, tired from all that walking & carrying heavy stuffs. Haha, sorry that we have to cut our meeting short. I'm the sort that can't walk for a long time without sitting down. Else my legs would complain. Don't know why though. Is that normal? Haha, I guess it is..

Hope to cya next month too. I really hope that you're gonna be free on one day. Juz a day is enough ya? We could just spend our time in Tampines since time is so limited. I don't mind. All the best to your tests when school reopens! Ganbatte nee!!

Here's my schedule for this 2wks break.. Well starting from today, should have make it earlier though..

Sun - Window Shopping with Sok Miang
Mon - DSAG Assignment
Tue - OOAD Assignment @ 11am
Wed - OPSY @ 11am & DBSY @ 1pm
Thur - DSAG Assignment
Fri - Not Confirmed!
Sat - Free??
Sun - Free??

Yeah, lots of assignment to do.. But OPSY & DBSY is due in week 13 and 14 respectively. Just gonna meet to discuss, hope can complete by then.

And still got Psycho proj too, when do they want to meet up to do the draft script? I think must hand in on week 10. I'll go sms them later. -- Just did that! Sms them already, hoping for their reply soon!! --

<3 Haneysa

My favourite Jpop song at the moment! Sung by the charming Akanishi Jin! Haha, can't stop listening to this song. Very catchy melody yet the lyrics is so sweet ne? That coming from a non-japanese. Well even if you don't know the meaning of the lyrics, you can tell.

If I'm not wrong, Murasaki in english meant Purple. Hmm, don't know the real meaning of the song though. I will check it out later!

Do you ever love me,
as much as I truly do

Do you dare to cross over the bridge
Running, catching up with me
On the other side of the world

You said you do
That you can't love anyone else
As much as you love me

You told me once
That you're willing to give up anything
Just to be with me

To share our happiness together
That nothing else matters
As long as we're together

But those are only beautiful words
All the dreams that we fantasized
Are nothing but a dream

And when we wake up
Everything returns back to normal

Don't you realise it by now?
Though how hard we tried
To stay as one
Eventually will lead to no where

Holding on to our grasp tightly
That hold will loosen as time passes by

For reality can't be changed
The distance that brought us apart
Still, and forever will exist

Coz I belong to my own world
And you belong to yours
We can't never be united as one

I can only see you
From the other side of your world

Please don't be sad
When I'm gone

Just remember our love
That existed once in our life

~`~ Haneysa ~`~

What's wrong with me? I actually wrote another poem in a row! Tell me, is it good? Somebody please comment! Make full use of the tagboard please! Haiz, so sad that nobody wants to leave a message at my blog. Well I know that not many reads my blog here but there is a small percentage that does! You know who you are!! ^.^ Comment!!

I couldn't see anything, I couldn't feel a thing
My vision was blurred, my heart was numb
The loss of sufficient air surrounding me,
Cut my breathe short

Suffocating, whispering for help
Wandering aimlessly in circles
I came to where I start

Though how far I walked,
how exhausted from all the running
It seems that I'm not going anywhere

Tears that I cried, those pure crystals that I shed
Are being washed away by the rain
I could feel the taste of the drops,
Mixed with my own tears
To the point that I was unsure which was mine

I wanted to shout out
To be able to escape this darkness
But it was useless

In the midst of this situation
I couldn't find my voice
They were gone

I felt myself grew weaker as time passed by
My mind keep telling me to hold on
To not listen to the devil inside of me
That I should be stronger than anyone else
But I knew myself better

My knees eventually gave in
Thus I dropped to the ground
Both hands touching the wet cement
Felt nothing but helpless

There was no light
For everything around me
Is in darkness

Darkness is all I could see
Anyone, Anybody please help me
I am trapped by my own darkness
Held captive in a world I created

-haneysa-

~`~ Yes, I didn't take this poem from anywhere coz It's mine! Just felt like writing one so, there you go!! How is it? Can't say it's based on my personal life but something like that. Everyone have their own flaws, their own darkness right? You should be able to intrepet what I wrote coz this ain't Shakespeare. This is simple English. But then again, poems can be quite complex and have a hidden meaning. Haha! ~`~

I'm not referring to myself but my parents and my youngest sister who is on a trip to Terengganu Island. I'm not sure whether they've arrived at the destination yet but I hope they'll have a very safe journey. Hmm, I guess that Island is indeed beautiful?

One must be wondering why I didn't follow them too since I'm having my 2 weeks holiday right now. But I'm glad I didn't. Coz they left this morning and will only be back next Tuesday. And I have a workshop on Monday. What workshop? Some kind of etiquette talk that every junior has to attend to. It's 3 hours long though. But I'm glad I had the morning session, from 9 to 12pm. And Lisda belongs to the same session as me! The same lecture hall too!

Changed to a new monitor! The screen is as clear as crystals? Erm, not that so but It's much better than the old one. A whole lot better. But my, the monitor seems a whole lot bigger! Haiz, I wanted to have a flat desktop computer but couldn't coz it's more expensive. Argh never mind, I will buy myself a laptop when I'm in my ... 20s? Or rather when I have the money! I don't like paying by installments coz I'll definitely have to pay more than the usual amount! Hate that. Hate how business works!

Well, I'm hoping to get further news from my dad. Hope he message me again when they arrived at Pulau Terengganu. Will miss you guyz a whole deal!

Hmm, Hana is sleeping over at Nyai's this Monday, that's what I heard from her. I'll have school in the morning but I definitely don't want to stay at home alone in the evening. My elder bro's working since it's holiday. And I'll be all alone at home! Not that I hate being alone but sometimes it's really sad to be all alone in this house.

I wanna go out. Don't want to stay at home and keep staring at the computer! Haha. So I'll hope someone is free on monday or tuesday. My, I really sound like someone who feels so lonely. Well no one likes loneliness anyway. Do you?

`[HaNeYsA]`

What's with the title? One may think otherwise though. Haha, actually it has nothing to do with that Love or boyfriend! Nothing like that at all. But yes, my love has returned to my side. Finally after a long moment of waiting that seems like months to me. And it's finally back!! Nothing could express the happiness in my heart right now. I feel so blessed and pure happiness as I said earlier on.

Oh I'm being so dramatic here. So sorry about that, can't resist it though. My computer had a major break-down and was sent for repair a few days ago. Seems that the mother board was spoiled and had to be replaced with a new one. Haiz, the system had to be reconfigured too. But my files was backed up. Thank god for that though. But the monitor is slowly dying. Will have to change to a new monitor soon. So please computer dearest, don't ever breakdown again in these four days! Wait till my parents return from their trip to Terengganu Island. Please...

Nah, not a long one but a very short one instead. Less than a week coz next week is my term test. I won't have the time to update my blog. Maybe i'll update next Saturday. Don't know yet but must see my mood first. See you!!

Today is Maira's 19th birthday!! Congrats to you! Wish you a lifetime of bliss and hapiness!! Hahakz. It's not my birthday yet I feel so excited. But I'm happy for her. I bought her bday present last minute though. Hehe. I went to TM during break time and took my time looking for a suitable one. A cutie purplish teddy bear!! Since I know that she likes stuff toys especially teddy bears, bought her one. Bdays are only once a year so that's okay. Niwae, I only give out presents to my closest friends only. And my best friend1!! :P

I'll be in school from 9am to 7pm today. Yup, you didn't misread any words out. Coz that's exactly what I typed. Well,actually class ends at 2pm before having 4hours break to psychology lecture. But I can't go today coz i have elective briefing on the same time <6pm>. I have OOAD make-up lab for last week's CCN Day. Haiz, i rather have no public holidays if you have to make-up. So 2 to 4pm, OOAD Make-up lab.

I don't know whether I'm going for my cca today. It's conducted at night, 7.30pm to 9.30pm!! That's crazy! Can't you guyz choose any other dates? I don't mind Saturday mornings though. At least not this week coz Term Test is coming. I want to study and not be busy with my CCA. As I mentioned, cca is important but studies is the first priority. Am I right?

Don't know whether Maira & Lisda wants to go. The decision will only be made after the briefing ends. Haha, we're so naughty. But it's not our fault. From 9am to 9.30pm at night, that's so tiring! Especially for Maira who lives far away in Yishun. I wonder what time she will arrive at home. Quite late actually. Maybe 11 plus. And of course, i've got personal issues too. Won't tell you but it's just so late! Pick another suitable date! Argh!!