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The name is Hani. Quiet on appearance but actually quite easy to talk to if you manage to break down my walls. Reserved, sweet, honey, sensitive. Hates waiting.

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 09:35

Frustration

I'm feeling so frustrated right now! Woke up an hour earlier to attend psycho lecture at 9am today but ended up late, so late that I didn't go. Coz 9.05am is considered late already, what more 9.20am when I've arrived at TP? I went out 15 minutes earlier but only get to ride on the 9.15am bus! Argh, that's so frustrating! Oh by the way, two 69 buses were full up to the door so they just passed away. This is not the first time me experiencing this. I think more than once. I hate that kind of feeling.

My psycho lecture is actually on a Thursday at 6pm but I have a junior elective briefing on the same time! What a luck! Can't they choose a time where I don't have any lesson? Irritating. Now I have to skip psycho lec for this week. I can't go on fri at 3pm coz i have lab. Argh!! Stupid timing!

Monday, May 29, 2006 16:49

Graphics Design

I really love to do design graphics such as wallpapers, banners etc. Can't say that i'm expert on that though. I'm kinda in the middle. I want to learn how to make an icon next! Never tried that ever. And honestly, I'm not that good in making icons as I don't have the experience. But I would love to create nice icons some day coz I'm so busy right now! Still have to study! I don't have any new recent designs of mine but these are some of my works in the past.

Year 2004

Quite simple isn't it? I didn't use any layers for these, just brushes. That's why it takes shorter time to make.

Year 2005

Late 2005 - For NMM Project

These ones are really time conscious, took me longer to complete. I used layers for these wallpapers. Graphics Design is experimenting with brushes and colours for this instance. I'll do more when I have the time. Till Laterx.

Sunday, May 28, 2006 17:36

Attention Please!!

Hmm, wrote two entries on the same day! That's a first! But I can't help it, I feel like writing another entry since I have the inspiration to do so. And it's all because of a JDorama!

In fact my entry title is the title of a dorama I'm currently watching right now. Attention Please!! Starring Ueto Aya and Nishikido Ryo. Having watched Aya's acting for the first time, I'll say she is a good actress. This role really suits her! And Ryo-chan, he is a talented actor. Just that he doesn't get the opportunity like other Jyannis out there. Hope that he will get a main role and not just a supporting role next time! Ganbarre yo, Ryo-chan!

I think I've become half-japanese with all these fangirling on Jpop idols. Haha! But I'm still who I am. I'll never change! Never! Here I am, spouting nonsense again. Attention Please!!

13:15

Touching Song

NEWS - Yume No Kazu Dake

Changed the song, not that I don't like Kame's Kizuna anymore but it's time to change. The melody to this song is quite touching, let alone the lyrics. What a nice song. I may not understand a thing but listening to the melody is soothing to the ears. You guys agree with me right?

But yet of course, listening without understanding is quite frustrating. I will go search for the english translation whenever I listen to any nice Jpop songs. It may not be accurate but it's worth the chance. Anyway, I've watched the live video of this song at YouTube with english subtitles! And I was right, the lyrics was touching as well.

Here is the link to the video. Do watch it coz it's really worth your time! Such a touching song that I feel like crying. Hahakz. I miss NEWS. I want them back, with Uchi and Kusano. Hmm, if you're a fan of NEWS or JE, you'll know what I mean! Else, you're clueless! Oooh, I'm so bad.

Never mind if you know nothing of NEWS or other Johnnys groups, just watch this video!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lU6UOTGQaz4

Friday, May 26, 2006 21:55

Brand New Layout

As what the title says, a brand new layout! My previous layout was kinda temporary only. Coz I couldn't find any nice & suitable one. But I did now. I really like this one. So artistic and creative. Gonna love it! And it didn't take me long to find this ever beautiful layout. In fact, it only took me less than 10 minutes. Broke my record in searching for blog layouts. Coz I normally need at least an hour to find my type of layout. I'm quite choosy actually. Hehe, can't blame me for having such high taste. I can't help it. My blog may not be perfect as long it satisfies me. And I love it. <3

Thursday, May 25, 2006 09:11

Malay Arts Group

Signed up for Malay Arts Group few weeks back, and had my orientation last Saturday. I'm trying to relate the events that had happened on that day. But one thing that I won't ever forget from that orientation was bumping into my facilitator while playing catching. Man, I know that game is kinda lame and is so childish but I've got no choice anyway. I'm only a freshman in that CCA, even though I am already a Junior in real life. I really should have join them last year. Why am i so stupid?

I regret my decision in signing up for that one cca in the 1st year when i could have join MAG. I can make more malay friends then. Coz IT school has very few malays! I hate that fact! There is quite a sum of malay girls, but very little amount of boys. That's mainly the reason I signed up for this CCA. To know more Malay students in Temasek Polytechnic. Well, that's my reason besides the interest.

About the bumping incident, I really want to forget that. My forehead went into contact with that of my facilitator's. Shock. Silence. Pain. It totally hurts at that moment! But I kept silent, of course. I'm not one to cry out when in pain. Hmm, maybe I will though if the pain is to the extreme. I wouldn't keep quiet if there's too much pain. Not that vain. Yeah, it hurts but I don't blame that guy. It's not his fault, nor mine. Accidents do occur unintentionally. I want to blame that stupid game instead! Coz the space limitation is so small that the chance of bumping into someone is rather quite high. So before you conduct a game, please think carefully the conscequences. Please.

Okay, enough about the orientation. My lessons will end up late today. Hmm, my last lesson ends at 7pm. Psychology Lecture. I intend to attend Wednesday's morning lecture but I was so sleepy. Couldn't make myself get out of the bed. Hmm, that's okay. I wouldn't be awake if i attend the morning lecture at 9am. Today ends late but I have a total of 3 hours break. I have a 2 hour break from 4 to 6pm, so I'm going home for a short while. Have to do my prayers! If you're a muslim, you'll know what I mean! Well, you should! Hey, what am i blabbering?

Have no idea why this entry is so long. Maybe I've not written for quite some time now. Yeah, that's true. I wonder why though. I have been quite busy these days. But I'll try to write as often. But my school ends extremely early tmr. I can go home at 9am! Got Apel2 at 8am. Yeah, only come to school for that one lesson! Isn't that great? Coz TP is having its CCN Day. Something like a funfair, minus all those theme games.

I'll shall stop here. Spent almost 20 minutes in writing this entry. Bye.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 11:31

More Complains?

Haha, I have nothing better to do than spill out all my complains. Well, only for today. Coz today I can only go home at 6pm. Argh, and that DBSY lab teacher. I'm sorry but he's definitely not a good teacher. I don't understand the lab lesson! Coz he didn't explain any further. What a luck. Haiz. Just got to go through this day. Get done and over with it. Time will pass by quickly. Seems that I can't use my home computer today. I can but only for less than 2 hours? Man, I hate that. My sis uses the computer at 8pm every day. How I wish she won't need the computer today. Dream on...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 12:41

Stomach Is Rumbling...

I'm hungry but not that so. Hmm, I'll just have to hold on till I got home. Maybe I'll get a bread to fill my empty stomach later on. Yeah, I guess I will have to do that. Else my stomach will keep on complaining and rumbling with dissatisfaction. I wouldn't want to do that. By the way, Fiza's busy doing her project so I'll be alone during the break. That's okay coz the computer will be my company throughout. Well have to think positive. I'll save money this way. My mom cooks anyway. I'll just eat her cooking when I get home. Oh I hope she cooks something I like today. Black pepper chicken? Or the fried fish with hot sauce? Man, I'm making myself hungry. Stop it. But for sure, I'm buying myself a bread! Till Laterx!

Monday, May 15, 2006 12:49

Anego

I love Kame but I love Jin too. Hmm, he comes in second place after Kame then. Seriously, I love them both the most in KAT-TUN. They're my favourites. Not that I don't like other members. I like them too, just that Akame is my favourite in the group. There's no explanation why. So far, I've only watched up to episode 9 coz episode 10 have not been uploaded yet. I hope that would be soon though. Pretty please. Jin is so amazingly cute & gorgeous in the business suit. So kakkoii!!

Anego

Akanishi Jin

Aint he cute? :>

Friday, May 12, 2006 21:15

Anego

Watched Anego earlier since there's english hardsub in youtube. So why not give a chance and watch it? That's what I thought earlier. But the main reason was Jin, of course. His my second favourite member in KAT-TUN. And so, I did. I ended up being glued to the computer to watch the series. It's so good! Glad I took the chance though. :P

Friday, May 05, 2006 14:20

Early Morning

Had my first class at 8 in the morning. I also went for DSAG make-up lab at 11pm. Had 2hours of break before that. Went home with Fiza so that she could do her Psycho quiz. But apparently luck wasn't on our side. The internet could not work! The message says 'Acquiring network address' . So I lend her my Psycho book instead, in return, i borrowed her psycho notebook. Need to copy some notes. Probably be getting back the book tmr since she's working.

Thursday, May 04, 2006 11:16

What Luck

Woke up slightly before 8 this morning and went out of the house at 8.45am sharp. Just to board the 4th bus that came at 9.05am! That's really so frustrating! Coz the first 3 buses were full with passengers. I was late to class, of course! It was around 9.15 when I entered the class. Panting silently as I rushed my way to class. This is my first time encounting this incident. I actually missed 3 buses! That's insane. Don't you think so? I've really had enough. And I hope this won't happen again. Guess I'll just have to come out of the house much more earlier. Better be early than late. Thank god, it was DSAG tutorial. The tutor was kinda nice. Hope he didn't mark me late! And I really have to go out earlier next Thursday then. I don't want to be late again.

Hmm, I don't know whether I should go for my CDS lecture at 6pm today. Coz Irene isn't going. She has make-up lab from 6 to 8pm. Damn tiring. Well, if Fiza's going for today's lecture, maybe I'll go too. If not, then I will not. But I hope she's going, coz I don't want to skip lecture. It's so important. We'll see..

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 12:00

Going Home Late ..

I'll finish school at 6pm today. That's crap. From 10am till 6pm for today's lesson! Can't you imagine that? It's so tiring! Hmm, with a 2hrs break, of course! There must be breaks in between. Else I'll suffer in hunger and boredom!! Haiz, there's two labs as well. I'm having a break now. Spending my remaining break in the computer lab. What will I do? Read fanfictions. I love that. Kay, till laters! Muakx!