Tuesday, April 11, 2006 15:09
- - 9 April 2006 - -
Persandingan Kak Ina & Abg Amran berjalan dengan lancar. Majlis persandingan yang bermula pada 11 pagi akhirnya menutup tirai pada 5 petang. It's really worth our hard work to have a successful ceremony! Semoga bahagia senantiasa. Haiz, tapi sedih juga sebab Kak Ina akan ikut suaminya ke KL. Maklumlah Abg Amran orang KL. Tak akan jumpa selalu. I'm only her cousin yet I feel the lost. Apatah lagi kedua ibu bapanya yang terpaksa melepaskan anaknya. Really touching. Memanglah KL tu just a few hours away but it's still far away from our homeland. All the best to the newly married couple!
Janggal rasanya menggunakan bahasa melayu pada warkah kali ini. Maklumlah sering menggunakan bahasa inggeris saja. Can't help it, got used to it already.
I only had the chance to check my messages after the wedding ceremony was over. I left my handphone in my mom's handbag the day before. She slept over at my aunt's house since it's nearer to the wedding venue. Glance through my messages in the cab on the way home and got the shock of my life. My best friend had just lost her dad early in the morning. And I could only reply back hours after. I won't state her name, but I'm really sorry I couldn't reply sooner.
You may say that you're okay and that i don't have to worry. But i know, deep down, it's not. You lost someone very important to you, though how independent you've been these past years, the feeling of lost still exists. It's okay to cry and pour your hearts out, rather than keep it all to yourself. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call me. I probably won't understand what you're feeling right now. Perhaps I don't have the right to console you. But as your best friend, I hope you'll be brave facing this ordeal. Coz there's nothing else I could possibly do than giving you my words of console.