The name is Hani.
Quiet on appearance but actually quite easy to talk to if you manage to break down my walls.
Reserved, sweet, honey, sensitive.
Hates waiting.
Like my sister Nana, I don't have the mood to Raya this year. For the same reason like hers. Guess this year and the following years, i'll have a moody Raya. Haiz, so sad... Without Nyayi here, this house feels so empty. It'll not be as cheerful as years before. It will never be the same. Never. Wahh!! I feel like crying! Sobx!
Kz, change topic now... My heart's so broken right now, i don't want to add more damage to it. But i want to state something here... So NaNa, I noe how you feel, I may not show my disappointment, BuT.. I Noe.. Coz it hurts the same for Me! Nvm, we'll have a MooDy Raye 2gether! Haiz ....
I may not be in the mood, but still i'm looking forward to Raya.. So putting that aside, i'll juz enjoy myself on the first day. Not being a hypocrite but accepting the fact that Nyayi will not ever be raya-ing at our house again. Will be at Cik Dadan's.. It's not good to have a black face on Hari Raya. So.. Smile.. But deep inside, i'm truly sad ...