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Monday, June 13, 2005 21:16
Moving On Is Really A Hard Thing To Do
+ ` ` + ` ` + `` + ``~`~ I know i wrote some crap about letting go of the past. But now do i realise, I can't. It's harder than i thought it would be. 7 months since I graduated Secondary School. Time really passes by real fast. Yes, i was moving on, oblivious of the past. I could only see my present, my future. I hadn't thought of the past since i stepped in TP ( Temasek Poly ) . I had actually forgotten of the times when I was in Secondary School. Precious memories wandering through my mind right now. ~`~
~`~ All the wonderful teachers that I had, they were a part of me, forever will. Their names i would never forget. I understand if they would not remember me, too many students to count. That i know, and i truly understand. They were my guiding light during the 'O' level period. ~`~
~`~ The moment where i undergo an ultimate stress. But the existence of my beloved teachers kept me strong thus my will to strive. They were the ones that kept encouraging us, not to give up half way. To think we take granted for the uncountable things they had done for us. For one, i know, I did not. ~`~
~`~ Teachers are wonderful beings, lending a hand to students in need. Teachers guide us students so as to have a brighter future. Everything they say or done, is nothing but for our own good. I really regret not able to thank them so personally when i had the chance. So in this blog, to all the teachers out there, from ESSS .... A GreaT ThanK YoU!!!! ~`~
``` My PeRsOnAl ThAnKs ..... ````
::: Physics Teacher ::: Ms Sakinah :::
+ + I know she got sick and tired of 4E4 students!! Coz we keep failing the subject! I was guilty too but i put in effort! But she never give up on us, she tried and tried until the moment came to an end. I admire her perseverence she had and respected her for that. The best Physics Teacher, Mr Khan had to come in second! + +
::: Eng/ Sec 4 Form Teacher ::: Ms Tahiyah :::
+ + She teaches us English with that monotone voice of hers, made us feel so sleepy! But actually, if you focus on what a teacher is teaching, you won't feel sleepy at all. And that's what i did, i just concentrate and listen. Paying my full attention to the current subject. Nevertheless, she's a very caring and concern form teacher. I don't care what my ex-classmates have to say, that she's the most lousy teacher in the world. In my eyes, she's not! In fact, she's my best English Teacher i ever had. I was weak in English, but because of her help, i managed to get a 3 for my ' O ' level English! I never had a B3 for my English! Only in Sec 4, my English starts improving, for the better. + +
::: Sec 3 Art Teacher ::: Mr Mazlan Mohammed:::
+ + the best art teacher one could ever have, Trust Me!! He's pursuing his degree in Australia right now. The greatest Art teacher i had!! + +
::: MT LanG Teacher ::: Mr YusoF Baijuri :::
+ + My FaV Malay Teacher!! He taught me for 3 years. By the way he teach, you can tell that he's very experienced in this aspect. He had been in the teaching industry for ... 30 years perhaps? He taught my aunties ( cik aya, cik da ? ) and my mom! But i never told him that my aunties WeRe His StuDeNtS. Why? Well, i was never that brave. He would probably not remember them anyway. It's more than 20 years, for Heaven's sake! But yeah, he's the Best ! + +
::: Chem Teacher ::: Mr Muhammad Azman :::
+ + This guy is funny, sometimes he cracks lame jokes but laughed at himself. He's never had the ego to cover for his shame acts/ jokes. He's just being the man he is, and not the teacher. One thing for sure, he's not a hypocrite. He does thing sincerely, one could tell he's very sincere. But when he's into serious teaching, he's a total different person. He became so focus on the subject, so serious. But of course, he do crack jokes once in a while. + +
::: Math Teacher ::: Mdm Tay!! :::
+ + Oh, she's my favourite Math Teacher ever! Most importantly, she's so cute! With that pout of hers, that one of a kind smile of hers, breathe our hearts away! She teaches Math wonderfully! But 4E4s kept faling her Math! It's totally not her fault for she's done everything she could! And with her guiding, i managed to get a 4 for my math. Before, i used to fail my Maths, EvErY TiMe! I even failed My Prelim Maths, thank god, i buck up before all is too late + +
::: Sec 3 Physics Teacher ::: Mr Basheer Khan :::
+ + He like to tell ghost stories which i really loathe! When he teachs, he like to use the BoArD and his original zig zag line of his. Got iritated by that! He's a good Phy teacher, but he loses to Ms Sakinah. I don't know but i understand Ms Sakinah's teaching more than his. His teaching is more complicated while Ms Sakinah is simpler, easier and elaborate. Perhaps she's a female, i feel more comfortable than Mr Khan ? That's one of the reason, i think + +
~`~ I really miss the Secondary Life i Had. Life is about experiencing newer things. Moving on is Harder Than I expect them to. I miss my teachers and i miss my best Friends! Sok Miang, my very best friend, will our friendship turn into a different angle? Somehow, that fear is there. Fear of losing my best friend. I can't help but jealousy is what i feel right now. Jealous of the new friends she made. I know the possibility of her making a new best friend. I should understand in that aspect. I'm not being selfish, but i fear of losing a truly great friend - - My BeSt FrIeN - - ~ ` ~
~`~ I know that things would not remain the same. We could not see each other as often as before. And this change, is real hard to accept. Sometimes, it'll bring tears to my eyes. Call me emotional or whatever, but you will only understand when it's your turn! It's just not the same when you step into Poly ~`~
~`~ Why do i fear? I did lose my Primary Sch best friend, we've not seen each other for like 4 years ? But Sok Miang is different, she seems like an introvert but is the opposite. That's why we click. She's my best Friend AnD .... I don't want to lose a very special friend !!!! ~`~
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