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+` School Holidays is OVER ! Haha, i always LoVe To Tease the Secondary School Kidz!
But June Holidays is never FUN ! Am I right? Coz on that holiday itself, pupils would be called for remedials, cca etc. I've gone through that! I LOVE holidays but I definitely Love EnD Of The Yr HoLiDaYs MORE!! Haha, doesn't sounds weird at all. Everybody would agree with me on That! I mean who likes to come back to school on Holidays? And I always HaTe the 1st DaY Of SchooL! I was referring to Primary & Secondary School. I HATED the 1st DaY! But poly is different, our timetable is more flexible. We don't have continously classes going on. We have breaks in between our classes. We are more independent, but i feel that in Poly, we are given a larger amount of Freedom. Just don't disobey the RuLeS and have good attendance! `+

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+` I watched Smallville just now! Such a great Show! I do like tv series regarding supernaturals huh ? I mean something like aliens, witches etc.. Besides Smallville, I LoVe Roswell and ChArMed. I've also watched Buffy The Vampire Slayer and Sabrina The Teenage Witch. It's just that they're not my favourites. Those 3 stated above are My HoTTesT FaVoUrIteS!!! `+

+ ` I'm making chocolate chip cookies tmr for CMSK on Mon. My group is in charge of refreshment so i volunteer to make some delicious cookies! Yummy Yum Yum!! Would also bringing some of those cookies on Amirah's b'day on Sun. Amirah, my small little cuzzin! So c ya all Mi Kuzzins On Sunday @ Punggol Yar ?? Haha... Muakx! `+

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+` The ALP was Truly Fun!! I enjoyed myself throughout the Program! I had to endure such a warm weather! More warm for me bcoz i'm wearing Double shirt! Long sleeve in the inside and short sleeve on the outside. Isn't that hot? Hot Hot Hot!!! `+

+` At first, I don't feel like coming at all as i have no friends there! I mean they're my classmates but i hadn't had the chance to talk to them in a more friendly way. There's a reason as to why i was picked. Maybe God wants me to socialize with my other friends, communicate with them better. Right now, conditions have improve. All my classmates are My Friends!!! Hehe, I'm glad i went to the ALP. Just like Killing 2 birds at a time. `+

`+ Lastly, Jonathon is so cute!! Haha! Cute Little Six Year Old Boy also took part in the activities. `+

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+` I have Adventure Learning on Saturday. I didn't volunteer to participate but was picked instead! Oh well, nvm because i deserve some fun! At the same time, i can earn cca points also! It's killing two birds at a time! In the evening, I would do some shopping at Parkway Parade with my daddy! Shop for clothes, what else? At my all time favourites, TOP 20! It's about time that i do some shopping. I really need clothes pretty badly! They're my first love! +`

+` Sunday; I'm going to Geylang with my parents, my sister... So sweet of my dad, he wants to buy us some ' barang kemas' ! My kuzzins, on the other hand, are planning to go to Orchard. So sorry Zima, I couldn't join you guyz. I don't really have anything to buy at Orchard anyway. I'm actually sick of going to Orchard. Coz we always go there window-shopping, look around. It's a waste of time. That's my opinion so don't be affected by it, k? The next day still got school, very tiring! Hope you guys understand. I love ShoPPinG but Nowadays I don't really like window-shopping. Don't know why though... `+

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"~" How is my day at Poly today? Everything is fine, I guess. Came to school with an empty stomach so bought some breakfast before entering the lecture hall. As i was entering IT school, I saw someone very familiar to me. Who? Hehe, Irene! I recognized her by her hair. Not your body, Irene! Your hair definitely, layered cuts... That's Irene! Hehe! "~"

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"~" Looks like we spent most of our time in the Library! It was so cooling, the environment just fits in! Read Clay Aiken's autobiography! He had gone through so much that i felt like crying! Yes, I do like Clay Aiken! He is very special in his own way. He has the X-Factor. You know what i mean? He has something so unique that nobody else have! And most importantly, he is just being Clay Aiken, the man who he is. "~"

"~" The only American singer i've heard that doesn't drink or smoke! Keep it up, Aiken! Hehe! I support him but i hadn't had the chance to buy his album! I know it was so long time ago but one day i will have his album. I just need the money and probably the right time to purchase that album! To sum up, he has a charisma that breathes our hearts away! "~"

"~" If i have to choose either Clay Aiken or Anthony Fedorov, I have to say Clay Aiken. For I know, Clay had gone through more pain than Anthony does. And Clay is more sincere in his singing in his own perfect way. The fact that he accepts himself as being different in a positive way is surely more touching. Ya, i prefer Clay to Anthony. Clay has the voice, one that is so different from others. That's what being in the music industry for, being different. He sings not because it's his job or his passion for music. He sings for others, that by singing, would wash their pain away. That is Clay Aiken. "~"

" ~ " If the price for Clay's autobiogarphy is within my budget, i probably will buy. I know i've read his autobio. from the library. But it's always great to have my own copy! What can i say? I'm so into books! They're my passion, my love! Just can't live without books! Especially autobiographies about pop sensation ( only some are worth buying! ) ... It's really fun to read other people's experience about life. From there, you can feel their pain, their suffering and their anger. " ~ "

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" ~ " I met Kak Noi Again! Not that i got tired of that but i was just suprised. Coz she's always at IT school. I was curious so i asked. Found out that her friend is in IT. Oooh, That's Why! I mean it's obvious that's the reason! She wouldn't be there for nothing, right ? Well, this is my way of saying... i'm not that stupid! Hehe! Yeah, but it's fun to have a relative in the same school as you are. Know that you can get some help from that person anytime! So if i have any problem about scool, I'll just go to her! " ~ "

" ~ " We ate at Mensa, the Indian Food was so yummy delicious! It was cheap also! It's not air-con but was cooling and refreshing! " ~ "

" ~ " I don't know what to write anymore and so, i'll just stop here. Don't know why but it seems like my entries are getting longer and longer these days! Well, i think that''s because i have interesting topic to share? Think so ... " ~ "

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~`~ I know i wrote some crap about letting go of the past. But now do i realise, I can't. It's harder than i thought it would be. 7 months since I graduated Secondary School. Time really passes by real fast. Yes, i was moving on, oblivious of the past. I could only see my present, my future. I hadn't thought of the past since i stepped in TP ( Temasek Poly ) . I had actually forgotten of the times when I was in Secondary School. Precious memories wandering through my mind right now. ~`~

~`~ All the wonderful teachers that I had, they were a part of me, forever will. Their names i would never forget. I understand if they would not remember me, too many students to count. That i know, and i truly understand. They were my guiding light during the 'O' level period. ~`~

~`~ The moment where i undergo an ultimate stress. But the existence of my beloved teachers kept me strong thus my will to strive. They were the ones that kept encouraging us, not to give up half way. To think we take granted for the uncountable things they had done for us. For one, i know, I did not. ~`~

~`~ Teachers are wonderful beings, lending a hand to students in need. Teachers guide us students so as to have a brighter future. Everything they say or done, is nothing but for our own good. I really regret not able to thank them so personally when i had the chance. So in this blog, to all the teachers out there, from ESSS .... A GreaT ThanK YoU!!!! ~`~

``` My PeRsOnAl ThAnKs ..... ````

::: Physics Teacher ::: Ms Sakinah :::
+ + I know she got sick and tired of 4E4 students!! Coz we keep failing the subject! I was guilty too but i put in effort! But she never give up on us, she tried and tried until the moment came to an end. I admire her perseverence she had and respected her for that. The best Physics Teacher, Mr Khan had to come in second! + +

::: Eng/ Sec 4 Form Teacher ::: Ms Tahiyah :::
+ + She teaches us English with that monotone voice of hers, made us feel so sleepy! But actually, if you focus on what a teacher is teaching, you won't feel sleepy at all. And that's what i did, i just concentrate and listen. Paying my full attention to the current subject. Nevertheless, she's a very caring and concern form teacher. I don't care what my ex-classmates have to say, that she's the most lousy teacher in the world. In my eyes, she's not! In fact, she's my best English Teacher i ever had. I was weak in English, but because of her help, i managed to get a 3 for my ' O ' level English! I never had a B3 for my English! Only in Sec 4, my English starts improving, for the better. + +


::: Chem Teacher ::: Mr Muhammad Azman :::
+ + This guy is funny, sometimes he cracks lame jokes but laughed at himself. He's never had the ego to cover for his shame acts/ jokes. He's just being the man he is, and not the teacher. One thing for sure, he's not a hypocrite. He does thing sincerely, one could tell he's very sincere. But when he's into serious teaching, he's a total different person. He became so focus on the subject, so serious. But of course, he do crack jokes once in a while. + +

::: Math Teacher ::: Mdm Tay!! :::
+ + Oh, she's my favourite Math Teacher ever! Most importantly, she's so cute! With that pout of hers, that one of a kind smile of hers, breathe our hearts away! She teaches Math wonderfully! But 4E4s kept faling her Math! It's totally not her fault for she's done everything she could! And with her guiding, i managed to get a 4 for my math. Before, i used to fail my Maths, EvErY TiMe! I even failed My Prelim Maths, thank god, i buck up before all is too late + +

::: Sec 3 Physics Teacher ::: Mr Basheer Khan :::
+ + He like to tell ghost stories which i really loathe! When he teachs, he like to use the BoArD and his original zig zag line of his. Got iritated by that! He's a good Phy teacher, but he loses to Ms Sakinah. I don't know but i understand Ms Sakinah's teaching more than his. His teaching is more complicated while Ms Sakinah is simpler, easier and elaborate. Perhaps she's a female, i feel more comfortable than Mr Khan ? That's one of the reason, i think + +

~`~ I really miss the Secondary Life i Had. Life is about experiencing newer things. Moving on is Harder Than I expect them to. I miss my teachers and i miss my best Friends! Sok Miang, my very best friend, will our friendship turn into a different angle? Somehow, that fear is there. Fear of losing my best friend. I can't help but jealousy is what i feel right now. Jealous of the new friends she made. I know the possibility of her making a new best friend. I should understand in that aspect. I'm not being selfish, but i fear of losing a truly great friend - - My BeSt FrIeN - - ~ ` ~

~`~ I know that things would not remain the same. We could not see each other as often as before. And this change, is real hard to accept. Sometimes, it'll bring tears to my eyes. Call me emotional or whatever, but you will only understand when it's your turn! It's just not the same when you step into Poly ~`~

~`~ Why do i fear? I did lose my Primary Sch best friend, we've not seen each other for like 4 years ? But Sok Miang is different, she seems like an introvert but is the opposite. That's why we click. She's my best Friend AnD .... I don't want to lose a very special friend !!!! ~`~

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`+ Happy June Holidays to those kids out there!! Hehe, i'm defintely not refering to myself coz i'm a grown up already! Well, growing up stage. And yes, when i say KiDs, that includes Secondary School Kids. +`

`+ Believe me, even though those kids in Sec, they still behave like one. Like what? Like Kids, childish kids trying new things all the time. Even done naughty stuffs! Why do i say that? Because of what i see, what i look and what i hear. When i was still in secondary school of course. +`

`+ I had my fair share, bringing all those sweet and bitter memories. It's time to grow up and i know that someday, that one moment, i will have to let go of my past. I must not look back at my past instead look at the present time and plan my future. `+

`+ But i deserve the right to hold those special memories inside my heart. Those memories belongs to me and only me. Everyone will have to grow up but one must not forget or take granted memories that led us to the present time. Without the past, how can the present and the future be ? +`

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I'm really into shopping spree right now! I want to do some shopping this Saturday and of course i don't want go alone! I really hope Irene can make it coz i want to shop for clothes badly! Running out of clothes perhaps. I want new clothes! Had been a long time i've not done shopping! This may not be a perfect time to do so but who cares! Hehe, I'm studying in Poly so shopping for clothes is very necessary! Anyway, Top 20 is quite cheap and all the fashions are attractive to my standards. I really have high taste for my clothes. It must grab my attention, up to my high taste! Then it's really worth buying! I'm not willing to fork out 50 bucks for one piece of clothing! I can buy 2 0r 3 clothes from Top 20 with the 50 bucks in my hand! The fashion would also be similar, so what's the point? It's just not worth the money! I don't really go for branded clothings! It's only a label but they still use the same fabric! Anyone i know wants to accompany this Saturday? ANy of mi kuzzin? Haiz, i really hope i have somebody to keep me company! Please! Please! Please!

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~`~ I'm still so into Charmed! Especially my dearest Chris! Hehe, he's the reason i'm so into Charmed, ya know! Coz i've never followed the earlier seasons. So engrossed by the last two episodes of season 5, tha't where Chris first appears! He's so cool, got such a soulful eyes. Then, season 6 also. ~`~
~`~ I brought Irene home with me during our 2 hour break! Let her taste Malay Home Cooked Food! Hehe, she should be given at least one chance to try those yummy dishes!! She kinda saw the real me. Well, the 'HaNeYsA' at home. Maybe, i do act differently outside and inside. But i'll elaborate on that later, can't do that now though! ~`~
~`~ I'll have to stop here! I'm just not in the mood to write! Just can't feel the 'feeling'! You noe what i mean? ~`~

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~` ~ As my title says, I changed my blog Url. I should have changed it a long time ago. Why didn't i ever think of doing so? I have no idea myself! My former UrL was crystalcaferia! Not that nice, right ? Anyway, i wanted a URL which has a deep meaning. So that comes about purity-soul! ~ ` ~

~ ` ~ Today was the earliest time i knocked out from school! Great, men! My last class was at 1 and ends at 3pm. Bought myself a chocolate eclair! Irene also follow suit! Hehe! She's meeting her grandma at Orchard at 4 pm so she decided to take a cab from my home. Not my home, but somewhere my home! Arh, it's still the same! Places very near to my house is still considered My HoMe! Coz that's where i've grown since a young infant! To think of it, this place holds many memories for me. 17 Years had passed and still, we're living here, at this same old place. Sweet Memories! ~ ` ~

~ ` ~ Back To the previous Topic! Haiz, i tend to change topics when i write! Can't really help it though. Became a habit of mine, hehe! Irene and I went to Cold Storage at Tampines CC since there's plenty of time. Besides, it's easier to get a cab there. Remind me of those days in Secondary School when i had to take a cab to school! Money flies out of my pocket! But what to do ? I rather spend some money than be LaTe! Don't want to set a record! Coz i've never been late to school. It's not being proud or whatsoever but i just loathe the feeling of ' coming to school late'! Your heart becomes dup, dup, dup! And i hate that feeling! There was this one time i was LaTe but was set Free coz that being LaTe wasn't coincidental! There was a reasonable ReAsoN! What reason, A Traffic Jam. Not a normal traffic jam but an abnormal one! Haha! Actually, there was some construction work at the road near Ngee Ann Sec. The time on my watch was 6.55 am. Could have reach sooner if there was no construction Work! Why can't they pick a suitable time? I was late as a result! Damn scared! The fact that i broke my record of actually coming to school late! The other reason probably was, I don't want to have DeTeNtiOn! It was not my fault anyway! No, It wasn't ! But the authorities were informed bout that, so we were set free! Thank God! Syukur!! ~ ` ~

~ ` ~ Okay, okay... Back to the topic! Totally Sorry! Irene and I hanged out at the Cold Storage for a few minutes. Looked around for a while. I ended up buying my favourite milk! What else, PASTEURISED & HOMOGENOUS MILK! Hehe, my favourite out of my favourites! Irene bought a roasted honey chicken! So sweet of her, buying for her grandma! :D If only they sell Halal ones, i'll definitely buy! For who? My dearest family, of course! Hehe.. I'm so sweety cutie pie, Am I ? :P ~ ` ~

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This blog of mine really need a new and fresh look! Just had the feeling to change so i did! Took some time to do it though! Well, it's worth it! I like the Latest LooK! As usual, must be an Anime! Can't help it, animes great! Hehe! Today's entry won't be long, just short and sweet! Aniwae, i'm very SLEEPY right NoW! So, i guess it's time to sleep....

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This song is very pleasing to the ears, you know! Such a unique song, i should say. Alhamdulillah is a mixture of hip hop and nasyid. Nice melody also, not forgetting Yassin's melodious arabic singing! Some people may not like this mixture of music but one should be positive about music issues. Fans nowadays want something new and fresh! But i only like the song, not the artist! Still i support them, Too Phat's a great singing sensation! I don't really like hip hop music but i don't mind listening to those which are pleasant in my ears. Let's see, i also like Ruffedge. V.E does not belong to the hip hop world, i think. Their music are more to modern ballad. Their latest is a traditional song, Pop Yeh Yeh. Some won't even consider that as a traditional song but i do. Whatever people say, that song is more to traditional. I love V.E! My favourite V.E songs are Khayalan and Ayu. I'm not a fan of Eminem but i like their song. The song that i like most is Lose Yourself. Such a deep meaning to that song. So cool...

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Something bad happened! When i was on my way to go home. Aw, can't say bad but painful!! I sprained my leg while walking down the stairs! It was so damn painful!! Neva in my life have i sprained my leg! So this was the first time and i was like, my god! Can't imagine how painful it is! So pain!! I feel like crying at that time. Can't blame me! Told ya the reason. Walking down the remaining steps was so torturing! Luckily, * thank god * i wasn't alone! Irene was with me, so she helped me. I'm very lucky that my house is VERY near my school! Else i can't imagine myself wobbling with treemendous pain! Haiz, can't even walk properly! I'll have to wait till my parents return to massage my leg!! In short, this experience was nothing but PaiN, PaiN AnD PaiN!!!!!!!!

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HeYo.... How are you guys ? Neva got the time to update my lil online diary here! Maybe not having the time was not the real reason. My comp had some problems few days before. Had to confiigure plus changed to wireless internet. Cool huh? So now, both comp can use da net at the same time! Speaking of that, i'll have a project coming on my way, CMSK 1 !! Oh well, projects are suppose to be fun! Am i rite? I'll have to be back in school by 4, hopefully i won't be late! I hate being late, i just loathe that feeling. Later, there's PRSP lab. Yeah! Hehe, from now on, i have to look all things in the positive side. Can no longer say, " WaH, I haTE tHiZ SuBjEcT!! " ...
Coz the more i hate one subject, i will have no enthusiasm to study that particular subject. My course requires me to take CMaths! Poly also have to learn Maths! But an advanced Maths by the way, Computing Maths. Oh well, i neva HatEd Maths, But i do HaTe Science!! Lucky for me, my course has nothing to do with science! Izzit?? Ha, i hope so not! I'm a FreShiE, but i feel like i've been in that school for years! Haiz, don't know why though. Maybe i've started to accept TP as my own? The fact that i'm able to adapt to it's suroundings! More importanly, know how to go to some important places in TP.

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Guess what i joined ? Community Service Club!! I just love being a volunteer even though i've never been one! So, i'm starting to be one! Too bad i can't make it to the SHINE CAMP with the JAMIYAH KIDS !! I soo WANT to GO! But school is still more important! I don't want to miss any lessons! I can't afford that! For i will definitely miss a lot of IMPORTANT STUFFS!! So, weekends is my ONLY free time.... I'm going to join as a Mendaki Volunteer after completing my diploma... That's one of my dream i want to fulfill one day..

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